She ain't write that well, dude.

Lain macam bila tiba-tiba rasa nak sendiri, entah.
Bimbang, entah kenapa rasa macam ni letih betul rasanya
muak juga bila rasa macam ni,

i want to feel whole again
weird isn't?

my brain sucked and drained 

to the one who "half-holding" my heart,
you did well.